October 2021
Music is medicine. Both the body and mind respond to frequency and both audio and electromagnetic waves can be used to heal and also, conversely, to harm.
After an accident nine years ago that left me in chronic pain, I found myself messing about with different timbres and frequencies in the hope for some relief. I had heard that 41.20 hz (low E1 on piano) was effective for pain but when this didn’t work for me I tried various other notes and combinations of frequencies. I didn’t find anything that worked so I forgot about it for a while until I was looking up at the clouds and saw some numbers floating amongst them. One number stood out. 713. When I got home I wrote this number down knowing that it was a sign. I had a hunch that this could relate to a particular frequency that the universe was giving me. I looked up a list of notes with their frequencies and found that D flat 0 (on piano) is 17.32 hz. It contained all the digits of 713 although in different order. Also D1 is 36.71 hz and D flat 4 was 277.183 and both those notes contain those three digits too. When I translated them into music something happened which I hadn’t expected.
Since my early twenties I had been plagued by entities from another dimension and when I began playing the new notes these demons were getting aggravated. They began to complain about the sound and when I hit a particular combination of notes one of them began to shriek loudly as if he himself was in pain. I stopped and left it alone for a while because it was too distressing. A few weeks later I tried again, wondering if the shrieking was because I had hit on a helpful note, because the demons did not want me to get relief from pain. As the shrieking got louder I kept thumping down on the notes using alternatively a chime bowl and an acoustic piano. After five minutes or so of excruciating noise and protest from the demons they made a kind of whimpering noise and disappeared into the background. The next day I tried the same combination of notes and the demons only shrieked for less than a minute before they shut up. Instead of finding a cure for my physical pain I had found a kind of excommunication for the voices. I’d got rid of them.
These demons are very real. Yet I have been sectioned under the Mental Health Act numerous times for psychosis and medicated against my will. As a young child I was frightened by visions of human-sized black crows which resembled choughs with pink beaks and feet. Then in my teens too much LSD usage had led to a door opening in my mind. I started seeing snakes and during one episode my whole surroundings became a swamp of serpents which I could feel crawling over me, sending my terror off the scale. Later in my twenties I began to hear voices making vile and vindictive comments. These beings claimed they were from the same dimension as the huge chough-like crows that had visited me as a child. At times they attempted to suck me into their dimension. Then there was this silhouette of a man who kept appearing out of nowhere, usually crouching by my side. It scared me shitless. More than likely a shadow being.
I was eventually diagnosed with schizophrenia and spent many years forcibly medicated. But schizophrenia is a nonsense diagnosis invented by psychiatrists who regurgitate the chemical imbalance myth. The medical profession refuse to entertain the fact that demons actually exist. Not surprising. Their training is dominated by the pharma industry which originally grew from the Rockefeller petroleum business which pushed the myth of chemical imbalance being the root of mental illness in order to market its drugs. But these drugs have nasty side effects which include such pleasant experiences as permanent chronic constipation, massive weight gain, parkinson-like symptoms, perpetual dribbling and ultimately brain damage. So when I found that I could create musical tones which strangled the voices it was a godsend. I soon found I could manage without the chemicals and there was zero grief in kissing goodbye my bloated rock-hard stomach.
There are very few professionals who work in the mental health field who have enough understanding to challenge the medical model. Jerry Marzinsky, an american psychotherapist from Arizona is one of them. After thirty years working with so called ‘schizophrenics’ in hospitals and prisons, Jerry became convinced that the voices are those of real entities or shadow beings, feeding off their victims’ energy.
When I wrote to Jerry about my musical discovery, he came back to me saying his research had uncovered that the beings hate certain frequencies. Jerry had found that the voices had fixed repeated patterns which would not fit in with the random nature of hallucinations. The messages were coherent and structured and common to all those he worked with. He even experienced crackling phenomena caused by these beings himself, whilst interviewing an inmate. The demons were angry and trying to target him too. He became convinced that the demons have an intent which is separate to that of their victims.
Jerry was, of course, ignored by the establishment. Psychiatry makes the assumption that our thoughts belong to us as individuals, but that has never been proven, nor has their claim of ‘chemical imbalance’. I knew that thoughts were being planted in my head and have experienced thinking the thoughts ‘out there’ all around me. It may be that the mind is some kind of receiver, or not located within us at all. In everyday language we still talk of exorcising our demons yet we have ceased to believe in the demons as anything other than metaphor. But the old practice of exorcising ‘evil spirits’ was done because it was necessary and had been shown to work. The beings detest particular passages from the bible particularly Psalm 23 and the Lord’s Prayer and Jerry’s research highlights this
The swamp needs draining. What is happening now is not accidental. Those putting out the media propaganda, lies and negative messages appear to be possessed by this same dark energy and the messages they are sending out are eerily similar to the negative undertones of the voices in ‘schizophrenia’. Stay indoors … isolate … he’s infected … she’s selfish, useless, non-essential ... the neighbours are watching you ... mustn’t hug granny, you’ll kill her ….
The majority are now, like ‘schizophrenics’, following fear-laden and pointless commands like follow the arrows. And the solution of course is sold as the shots, shots and more shots to keep you well. But then ‘it’s just a little jab...’ (as Dolly Parton reminded us.)
The shadowy drug pushing psycopaths are offering us a ‘quick fix’ after having engineered mass hypnosis. Those who believe their vile messaging are buying into the voices. Those who act on those voices are effectively, by psychiatry’s own definiton, ‘psychotic’. Perhaps there is a way that musical frequencies can help these people as they helped me, by shutting off the voices of the demon media and blasting these people out of their stupor..